Breakin' Up is Hard to Do..ew

For real. I feel like crap about it. I was positive it was the right decision 2 days ago when I did it, but now I'm only 70% sure it was right. Dang it. Part of that is due to missing him. We spent a lot of time together. It's weird not talking to him for even a day. No text. Nothing. And to know that there won't be anymore phone calls, text messages, emails, or seeing him... OUCH. I knew that's what would come with breaking up...but it's a harsh reality. Really harsh. Especially when you love a person...when nothing is terribly wrong with the relationship...when they aren't an a-hole. Him being a great guy makes it hard.

So what do I do? I think the only thing I can do is move along...get going. Trust that it WAS the right decision. Trust that God's voice is what I followed. I must live with what is my current reality...and hold on to the hope that there IS someone better for me still.